Holly The Great

tightlikespandx @ 2006-10-10T17:02:00

2006-10-10T22:09:18Z

So... I'm in the new apartment now. I love it. I've been pretty stressed out though. Grocery shopping for the first time was a pain in the ass. Both Talisa and I cried because we were fighting. She's been irritating me a lot, but at the same time I'm glad we live together. She cried because I joked that I don't want a cat. She's so anal about the dumbest shit. But we DID get a cat. Her name is Flip. She's pretty cute, I guess... for a cat. I'm mostly stressed out because of the financial stuff. I think after the first month I'll be okay. I just need to know what I can handle. Work was super slow this last month, but it's been getting better so that's good. Let's see.... um.... things with my family have been really good. We finally convinced my mom to get a restraining order on my dad and life without him has been so good. The only thing that sucks is that he has their only car so I've been a chauffer. But now that he's gone and since I moved out I've had a much better relationship with my mom and sisters. I miss my brother though. He lives in Texas now, but he's doing well. I just want my dad to get better. Get off drugs, stop gambling and stop being abusive. He needs to get his shit together and be a man. He says he cares about his family, but he doesn't. He doesn't even want to change. Maybe if he WANTED to change we'd cut him some slack, but he just doesn't care. But oh well. Fuck him. I guess that's a good enough update for now. Peace out. :)

Apartment

2006-08-27T01:16:41Z

So Talisa, Stephan and I put a holding fee toward our apartment today. SUPER exciting! We just have to go through a credit check now and then we'll know if we're in. If we get accepted, we'll move in October 1st. Can you say "house warming party"? I can! I'm just worried about my credit. My parents got a credit card in my name over a year ago and I tried to file fraud but the place didn't believe me so now it goes against me and I have to pay for it. I'm praying that Stephan's AWESOME credit will balance us out. But we'll see. I'll let everyone know. Not that anyone reads this. Peace bitches.

tightlikespandx @ 2006-07-10T02:30:00

2006-07-10T09:34:21Z

I can't sleep...

Sleeping is one of my favorite things to do and I can't do it. I'm getting so irritated.

tightlikespandx @ 2006-07-03T00:23:00

2006-07-03T07:29:10Z

Things are good in my life right now I'd say. I love my friends and I love my boyfriend. I've been thinking... and if he asked me to marry him, I think I'd say yes. I just can't picture my life without him. I'm trying to live my life, from now on, revolving around the saying 'live life to it's fullest'. I don't want to worry about work or drama or anything like that. I just want to have a good time with people I care about. Speaking of good times... saw MSI on Thursday with Lesley and it was amazing. A tradition if you will. And I'm going to see Brand New on Wednesday. It's gonna be awesome. I'm excited mostly because this is a band I haven't seen before. Hooray! Hm... I need to get my hurr dyed. I dunno what to do to it though. That's it.

tightlikespandx @ 2006-05-31T20:20:00

2006-06-01T03:27:31Z

Wow. I haven't updated this thing in a very long time. Not too much is new with me I guess. Decided to take yet another year off from school. Not sure if it's the best idea, but oh well. I'm not quite sure what I want to be yet, so I'm going to wait until I know before I jump into school. Talisa and I have been looking for houses and appartments. I also want to be sure I can afford living in my own place before I take time off from work to go to school. Makes sense right? Anyways... we've found some really cute/nice/cheap ones. I'm excited. Our goal is to be out by the middle or end of July. Stephan and I are still going strong it seems. June 9th will be our one year anniversary. It's so crazy to think about. Before him I was so unhappy and had never been with anyone more than a month. I'm happy I found someone that makes me so happy and I'm SO incredibly comfortable around him it's ridiculous. I'm trying to think of stuff to do for him that is romantic and cute and all that. Any ideas? I could use em. Hmm... what else is going on...? Gonna try and make this summer really enjoyable. All of you reading this could probably help. Let me know if you want to chillax. I'm sick of my job. Gonna be applying for others. I just don't have fun working there anymore. I love everyone I work with, though. But in the last month, we've lost about 8 people or so. Well, I guess that's enough of an update for now. Maybe I won't ignore this thing too much from now on.

tightlikespandx @ 2006-03-14T01:21:00

2006-03-14T08:24:27Z

I bought a new camera... here are some pics.

We're hot shit.

He makes me so amazingly happy.

I look good in purple...

I don't even know...

Yes... that's a "Double Dare" shirt... but wait...

Check out the back of it!!!

We look like twins, which is weird, but if we ever have kids, I already know what they're going to look like.

tightlikespandx @ 2006-01-04T01:05:00

2006-01-04T08:09:46Z

Christmas was nice. Same with New Years. I got a beautiful ring from Stephan and it's blue topaz I think w/ little diamonds and it's white gold. It's so nice. I loved it. I got him a Nintendo DS which he loved so I'm happy about that. For New Years I played Family Fued with Stephan's family and it was so fun. Didn't make a New Year's resolution though. I never keep them anyway... I hooked up my friend Tifah and my friend Josh. They're so fucking cute it makes me want to cry. Drama tonight though between his ex and all. I wasn't involved, so it was interesting just watching/listening. I'm happy for them. They seem to like each other a lot so far. Hooray for me being the match maker! I got my hair cut today and dyed for the first time. I like it. If I can get a pic, I'll post it to see if you all like it, too. I hope everyone has a good day back at school. :)

tightlikespandx @ 2005-12-19T02:08:00

2005-12-19T09:25:13Z

My birthday was nice. I just wish that a certain someone would have remembered.

I got four cakes. One from Tifah that looks like a fish, one from my family with a giant 19 on it, 4 stacks of donuts with candles in them from Beth and Zane, and one from Stephan's mom and sister. They were all awesome.

Gift-wise this is what I got:

Beth and them: Four bags of Sour Brite Crawlers. (yum!) and "personal items" for Stephan and I.

Talisa: Hand-held Tetris game!

Tifah: A book of poetry by some indie bands.

Parents: New checkered vans and some jeans.

So yeah. Overall, it was a good birthday. It was nice to spend it with my friends and my boyfriend. Thank you all so much. :)

stuff

2005-11-27T10:18:34Z

So... 19 is quickly approaching and I'm scurred. That means I'm only a year away from 20... Which means I'm close to 30... which means I'm close to death. I just want to have as much fun as I can before I die and I want everyone to be included in that. But anyways... Only like, 21 days till my birthday. (Dec. 18th) Not sure if I'm excited or not. I guess we'll have to wait and see.

I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving.

tightlikespandx @ 2005-11-24T14:58:00

2005-11-24T22:00:28Z

Happy Thanksgiving.

Work with me!

2005-11-21T07:40:40Z

Come apply at Chili's people. I'm sick of having to work doubles cuz we're short on people!!!

tightlikespandx @ 2005-11-07T17:06:00

2005-11-08T00:08:46Z

Who wants to be a fellow Chili-head?!

My job is hiring if anyone needs a job. I was told to ask around. We're hiring bussers, hosts/hostesses, to go people, and servers too I think. Come work with me.

I doubt many of you will do this...

2005-10-17T16:02:49Z

Post an ANONYMOUS comment with the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you

New

2005-10-11T00:46:06Z

Hmm... what's new with Holly? Nothing really. On Saturday I went to Skateland and it was so funny. Fat girls and roller skates do not mix well together. But a good time was had by all. Sunday marked four months of me and Stephan being together. It doesn't seem like that long at all. Which is weird, because I'm constantly with him. It's nice. I've never dated someone this long and I love it! And more importantly, I love him. <3

i MUST post this it said

2005-09-25T20:11:06Z

Leave your name and:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. If you do this you MUST post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

tightlikespandx @ 2005-09-18T02:09:00

2005-09-18T09:10:39Z

Fill it out!

1.Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. Do you have a crush on me?

5. Would you kiss me?

6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

7. Describe me in one word.

8. What was your first impression?

9. Do you still think that way about me now?

10. What reminds you of me?

11. If you could give me anything what would it be?

12. How well do you know me?

13. When's the last time you saw me?

14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

tightlikespandx @ 2005-09-01T00:15:00

2005-09-01T07:19:57Z

I'm tasty... end of story.

Ain't he cuuuute?

Me... hostessing... bored.

Quiz

2005-08-22T19:35:43Z

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq

• You must tell 27 people about this game.
• Stephan is the one that you love.
• Mike is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Talisa.
• Mikearchy is the one who knows you very well.
• Lesley is your lucky star.
• Happy Endings is the song that matches with Stephan.
• Fall is the song for Mike.
• Drowning Lessons is the song that tells you most about YOUR mind.
• and Wonderwall is the song telling you how you feel about life
Take this quiz

tightlikespandx @ 2005-07-23T16:05:00

2005-07-23T23:06:39Z

If you don't like 'lovey-dovey'... don't read

2005-07-12T08:38:39Z

Stephan is amazing. That's all there is to it. He makes me so happy and he really makes me feel like I'm beautiful. I haven't seen my friends a lot lately because I've been with him non-stop... I feel bad but I hope that they're not too mad and realize that this whole thing is kinda new to me and I'm really really happy. I'm so happy that I have Stephan in my life and I know he's happy to have me and that's a great feeling.

tightlikespandx @ 2005-02-03T23:45:00

2005-02-04T06:50:07Z

Chili's is going to be fun I think. Everyone there is so nice. I get an apron and great discounts and all that. It rules. Training has been going good. I think I'm getting the hang of it. My work schedule is as follows: Saturday, 4pm. and Tuesday, 4pm. They don't give us exact times to leave, which is weird. Tuesday is my first real day of work. I'm kinda scared but I hope I do okay. Things there are WAY different than at Big Surf. I'm gonna miss working at Big Surf this summer. Everyone I worked with was so cool. Including Roberto... God, what a fox he was. Well, I guess that's it.

Woot Wooooo

2005-01-29T01:12:51Z

What's that? Hmm... I think that would be a chili? I better get used to lookin' at those. Why? Because I got myself a motherfucking JOB at Chili's! Actually, Kaitlin's brother got me a job there. He's got the sweet hook-ups. I'm so glad! I'm treating my peeps to ice cream with my first check. Yay! I'm so happy.

tightlikespandx @ 2005-01-27T14:29:00

2005-01-27T21:34:17Z

Just got home from school... There's nothing to do. Hm. Lesley came down yesterday and we went to Mike's house and watched this really interesting movie called Waking Life. It was cool. So yeah, that was fun. I have to apply at Chili's today. I really hope I can get a job there. That'd be pretty cool. And I think I even get to wear an apron, which rules. I'm kinda hoping I don't get interviewed... I hate that. I get nervous. But it'll be cool. If I get a job, I'll treat my peeps to some ice cream or something like I did last time I had a job. Yuck, my mom is sick and I have to run up to the store... Well, not actually RUN. Haha, that'd be a riot. Anyways, I'm leaving.

tightlikespandx @ 2005-01-26T00:19:00

2005-01-26T07:24:52Z

You scored as Punk and Pop Punk.. Punk and Pop Punk.

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Punk and Pop Punk.

71%

Emo & More

63%

Classic Rock.

63%

Indie Rock

58%

Indie

58%

Britpop

54%

Ska

54%

Hip Hop and Rap

46%

Mainstream

42%

Industrial

38%

Hardcore

33%

Country

29%

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Emo is below punk? I don't get it. And how is hardcore second to last? I'm SO hardcore!!! \m/

tightlikespandx @ 2005-01-23T23:49:00

2005-01-24T07:05:44Z

God... I hadn't seen Talisa for two weeks until today. I hate her having that stupid job. But at the same time, I'm totally jealous. She's making BANK. I had fun today. Hung out with Talisa, Mike and Tifah, went to some thrift stores and watched a really awesome movie. I can't quite remember what it's called... The Tripletts of Bellville or something like that. Whatever it's called, it was great. Then we played with Mike's Ouija board and it was SO creepy! I wanted to start crying. Haha. I'm so glad that I've begun hanging out with that kid. He rules. Other than that my weekend was kinda lame. Went to a show on Saturday at Minder Binders with Robert, Tifah, my sister, Braden, Brian and Joey...but because the guys didn't like the band we had to leave. It was lame and I was kinda pissed off. But I got over it. We then went to Denny's and Kaitlin and her friend met us up there. Figuring out how to pay for 7 people's meals on one check is so effing complicated. Haha. I felt retarded. Earlier on today I found out that my parent's are just liars. Well, I didn't necessarily "find out" because I have known that for a long time... but they further pointed it out. I NEED to get out of this fucking house. I can't wait. But yeah, that was pretty much my weekend. It was fun overall.